All There

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about

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A concept album, All There centers around a couple, vocalized by Maxton Stenstrom and Pilot Chmielarczyk, beginning to see their two-year relationship crumble over the changing seasons of a year. The album is divided into four sections, corresponding to each season. As the story shifts and evolves in the foreground of a changing environment, the sound and feel of the songs take new shape as well, reflecting the different environmental and emotional climates.

credits

released 23 July 2013

All There is Infinitefreefall, Pilot Chmielarczyk, Echo Vessel, and Copys.

Written and recorded from November 2012 to July 2013 in Miami, Austin, Los Angeles, Charleston, Columbia, Honolulu, Santa Fe, and Chicago. Mixed in Miami in July 2013.

Mastered by Nick Pitman in New York City.

Maxton Stenstrom / Infinitefreefall: vocalist for Jon, production, lyrics, storywriting
Pilot Chmielarczyk: vocalist for Emily, lyrics, storywriting
Meysell Quintana / Echo Vessel: production, lyrics, storywriting, mixing
Luke Kim / Copys / [missing textures]: production, photography lead, storywriting

Lauren VanHelden: voicemails (tracks 5 and 9)
Robert Summerhays: voicemails (tracks 5 and 9)
Avey Seals: voicemails (tracks 5 and 9)

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Track Name: Melt
[Jon]
I open my eyes,
It’s about 9 am,
I try to call you again,
you don’t pick up.

[Emily]
I sigh,
because I wouldn’t know what to say,
but I know you feel bad anyway;
guess that makes two of us.

[chorus]
and i feel like things aren’t the same as they used to be
and i feel like it’s a struggle every time you try to talk to me
and i don’t want the plans we made to go to waste
i just wish the bond we had hadn’t become displaced

[Jon]
I make plans with my friends
to get you outside of my head
but you don’t seem to want to leave.

[Emily]
I think about the times that we had,
the good and the bad,
and if they still mean anything to me.

[chorus]

(I just wish the bond we had hadn’t become displaced)

[Jon]
You’re missing
[Emily]
and we’re drifting
[Jon]
i want you home
[Emily]
i want to be gone
[Jon]
all of this has become a chore
[Emily]
you always just leave me wanting more
[both]
i’m not sure if we can make this work
[Jon]
where do we go from here?
[Emily]
could we really last through the years?
[Jon]
do you still care anymore?
[Emily]
why can't things be like before?
[Jon]
you’re never there for me
[Emily]
i don't know if this was this meant to be
[both]
i feel like in not too long we’re both gonna go berserk
[Jon]
what happened?
[Emily]
where did we go wrong?
[Jon]
what happened?
[Emily]
where did we go wrong?
[both]
what happened to us?
Track Name: You've Changed
[Jon]
You've changed
and I guess that's to be expected
but that doesn't make it easier to acclimate.

I'm not sure if I'm what you want anymore
and I guess if not that's alright.
It's alright.

[Emily]
You've changed
but you don't hear me complaining.
In fact, I don't think you hear me say anything at all.

For some time I thought that this was never going to work.
I'm afraid I might have been right.
Was I right?

You've changed.
Track Name: Old Home
[Jon]
I think it's time for you to realize you need to let go
Cause I don't think that there's a place for me inside your old home
and I don't plan on doing things the way you planned them for me
and I don't know if i'll go on and on and on with you

[Emily]
I think it's time for you to know that I've already moved on
Cause I don't think you realize lately everything's been wrong
and now I'm sure that I don't want to deal with this any more
and now I know I won't go on and on and on with you

[Jon]
and now I know I won't go on and on with you
[Emily]
and now I know that this means the end of me and you
[both]
I dreaded the day that this would finally come true
but now I don't mind sleeping alone
as long as it's in my own home.
Track Name: Flourish
It’s been a while since I’ve been outside...
forgot how nice the breeze feels on my skin.
I unlock the car door, get inside, try to remember what I did
Try to get you to talk to me again.

[chorus]
I wish I could help you open up to me and
you need to help me be a better man for you.
I’m nothing without you and I can't learn to live without.
We need a way out or there’s nothing left for us in here.

It’s been too long since i’ve seen your smile...
everything blows away in fleeting wind.
Emotions gone, I’m trying my hardest, I hope you’ll see that.
I’m trying to get you to love me again.

[chorus]

It’s been a day since you broke my heart.
Nothing feels the way it’s always felt.
My head is numb, there’s nothing to live for, I’m trapped inside my car.
I don’t want to lose you again.

[chorus]
Track Name: Reconcile
I tried to get by without you,
but I found it too hard to do.
And i’m scared that if we try again somehow,
we’ll just end up the same way we are now.

It’s my gut against my heart,
and it’s going to tear me apart.
I don’t know if i want you back,
or if i’m happy with what we have had.

I’m at a crossroads,
and I know it may fall through,
but I think i’ll try
just one last time with you.
Track Name: The Road
[Emily]
I don't understand why you're doing this to me...
Why do you want me back? Why did you ever want me at all?
You're just so intent on living in the past,
Why won't you accept that what we had is gone?

[Jon]
I don't understand why you're doing this to us...
We could have it all back in a second if you want.
You're just being so difficult and I can't quite figure out why,
Why you're so intent to up and move on.

[Emily]
It's not that easy,
you just don't get it,
we're different people now.

[Jon]
I swear it is that easy,
I feel despondent,
I wish I could make you understand somehow.

[Emily]
You've changed,
[Jon]
It's like we're going in circles...
[Emily]
I've changed,
[Jon]
I just want the old you back...
[Emily]
We've changed,
[Jon]
What's so wrong with that?
[Emily]
But it's time,
[Jon]
It's like we're going in circles...
[Emily]
It's time,
[Jon]
I just want the old you back
[Emily]
It's time
[Jon]
What's so wrong with that?
[Emily]
for us to move on.
Track Name: Pick up the Phone
My heart is an atrium under lockdown,
and the key’s nowhere to be found.
My body is a window to the hospital bed
where my soul lies, halfway dead.

I’m not alright,
I feel so alone
I’m trying to reach out
but no one will pick up the phone.

My head is locked in my hands
as they lower you into the ground.
My memories of you are more vivid than ever before
and I'd do anything to have you back now.

Cause I’m not alright,
I feel so alone
I’m trying to get you to let me in
but nobody’s home.
Track Name: Object Permanence
I know you’re here inside my brain
but I feel your neuron signals fade
and there’s nothing I can do for you.

There’s no recurrence, nothing safe
and everyone has backed away
so there’s nothing I can do for me.

I felt you in the air at night
and I’m haunted with the guilt inside
I wish I could be there with you.
I wasn’t ever there for you.
I hope I can be there real soon.
Track Name: In the Cold
Told myself i’d take a walk,
to get some fresh air into me.
I close the door behind myself,
cold bites my skin with the breeze.

As I walk along the streets we walked,
nothing humming in the trees.
As I take a look toward your old home,
dead air crashes into me.

I feel I need some company,
to try to get some peace of mind.
I try to go see my old friends,
but they just look at me with tired eyes.

And there’s a silence in the air,
I can tell I’m not welcome here.
I tell them that I’m sorry
and I disappear.

Cause who really wants me around?
Who really cares about me?
I can’t feel a thing inside myself,
cause I can’t get a release.

Just leave me in the cold.
Track Name: All There
This is just a nightmare.
This is just a dream.
Soon I'm gonna wake up,
cause nothing's as it seems.

The silence is so dense,
it's all I can see.
Cause everyone I love
has gone away from me.

And it tears me to pieces,
it tears me to pieces.
Do I really deserve this?
Do I really need this?

Being kept in the dark, holding in all the pain,
without anyone there to make sure I'm still sane,
I'm losing trust in myself, more and more every day,
I don't know how to cope with this pain.

And now I'm feeling lost.
Now I'm feeling scared.
Cause I can't tell if I'm
still all there.
Track Name: Windows
It’s snowing and I look outside,
I see my own face and nothing more.
I feel the cold set in as I remember that day
and it chills me to the core.

And I wish I could be gone
hurt and buried in the ground.
And I can feel the regret wash over me.
I can feel it all around.

And I wish someone could be mine.
Like you were.

I feel it getting colder inside of my head,
seeing memories of you and I and things I should have said.
And they won’t ever leave. You won't ever leave.
Not to me.

To me.
You'll always be with me.
With me.
You'll always be with me.
I'll keep you locked away
like a trinket, like a bad, bad dream
you're trying to forget
but you keep on falling asleep.

Emily, come back to me.
Please, Emily, come back to me.

What I wouldn't do
for another chance with you.
Another day with you.
What I wouldn't give for you.

I tell myself I'll be okay
but will it really ever be okay?
Is it ever gonna be okay?

Emily, come back to me.
Please, Emily, come back to me.
Come back...
Track Name: Freeze
I think it's time for me to go.

I don't feel alright, I don't feel alright,
I feel myself running out of time.